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[GP] All we can do is learn to swim
Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim. - Vicki Harrison
"You're sure?" Regina already knew the answer but demanding that Sam tell her what she already knew satisfied something petty in her. Or maybe just something hurt that hoped he'd have a different answer than her locator spell had already provided.
"Yeah." Sam half-rolled his eyes at her as he leaned across the pink bar counter to grab bottles of beer from the Silver Bar ice bin -- probably the results of Rebekah's last work-effort at the Inn -- for himself and his newly arrived companion.
Briefly, Regina considered burning a hole in the seat of his jeans, but it wouldn't bring Rebekah or any of the absent ones back. Instead, she took refuge in straightening her A-line and walking around the stylish counter Sam lay across like he was surfing the waves of grief. She took down a bottle of pointlessly pricey champagne, and then found the precise cut-crystal glasses Rebekah and Miss Fisher had preferred for their afternoon indulgences. She poured herself a glass and one for the person who dared her openly bitter expression.
"So who all are we missing?" they both said at once, glared at each other and sighed. They both knew the answers, in their own way and for their own reasons. And neither of them wanted to say.
Rebekah Mikaelson. Henry Winchester. Jack Robinson. Phryne Fisher. Dorothy Williams. Angua von Uberwald. Jaime Vegas. Harry Dresden. Lydia Martin. Raleigh Becket. Yasmeen. Joanna Beauchamp. Constance Bonacieux D'Artagnan. Lindsey McDonald.
"Grief is like the ocean," Sam clearly quoted from some fucking where, and Regina tuned him out until he added, "All we can do is learn to swim. Rebekah told me that."
Now Regina rolled her eyes; they weren't friends. "Shut up, Sam."
"You're sure?" Regina already knew the answer but demanding that Sam tell her what she already knew satisfied something petty in her. Or maybe just something hurt that hoped he'd have a different answer than her locator spell had already provided.
"Yeah." Sam half-rolled his eyes at her as he leaned across the pink bar counter to grab bottles of beer from the Silver Bar ice bin -- probably the results of Rebekah's last work-effort at the Inn -- for himself and his newly arrived companion.
Briefly, Regina considered burning a hole in the seat of his jeans, but it wouldn't bring Rebekah or any of the absent ones back. Instead, she took refuge in straightening her A-line and walking around the stylish counter Sam lay across like he was surfing the waves of grief. She took down a bottle of pointlessly pricey champagne, and then found the precise cut-crystal glasses Rebekah and Miss Fisher had preferred for their afternoon indulgences. She poured herself a glass and one for the person who dared her openly bitter expression.
"So who all are we missing?" they both said at once, glared at each other and sighed. They both knew the answers, in their own way and for their own reasons. And neither of them wanted to say.
Rebekah Mikaelson. Henry Winchester. Jack Robinson. Phryne Fisher. Dorothy Williams. Angua von Uberwald. Jaime Vegas. Harry Dresden. Lydia Martin. Raleigh Becket. Yasmeen. Joanna Beauchamp. Constance Bonacieux D'Artagnan. Lindsey McDonald.
"Grief is like the ocean," Sam clearly quoted from some fucking where, and Regina tuned him out until he added, "All we can do is learn to swim. Rebekah told me that."
Now Regina rolled her eyes; they weren't friends. "Shut up, Sam."
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When she entered the bar area, the unexpected emotions hit her like a wave and Molly stumbled in response. The shield quickly went up stronger and her own emotions shut down as not to be drawn in. But something niggled at her, to check it out. Rather than go in and trust that she wouldn't succumb to the emotions suppressed or displayed there, Molly went over to the front desk. That was where Fate kicked her in the teeth again. Harry was gone. Jaime was gone. They left together, she should be happy they did, right? Yeah, not so much.
The hotel and the emotions flowing in her and those around her were swirling tighter and tighter. It felt like the walls were closing in and she had to get the hell out before the ugly dark monster clawed its way to the surface and she'd do something that she'd regret. Like tip toe not so gently through the man behind the counter's mind to find out what really happened to Harry.
Molly headed for the hills, literally. If she was going to explode it would be best not to be in a populated area. Once she'd reached far enough away, she let her emotions flow freely.
With a snap her voice, she yelled, "dispertius" and a gaping hole appeared at her feet as the earth opened up. Since that was vaguely satisfying, she yelled it again. It felt good to direct the rage at something even if it was at the ground at her feet and not the hotel itself.
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When she got closer, she saw a girl in the distance, not much older than her yelling. When Buffy took a step closer she faltered with impact of the ground giving way. "Woah, so not of the good." Buffy's pace picked up, "uh hey, everything okay?"
Clearly it wasn't, Buffy wasn't stupid but she hoped the sound of her voice would distract - was that Molly? Oh man, really not of the good. They'd met a few times "patrolling" and around the hotel with Jane, but they weren't close. She had a respect for her magic and now Buffy had a respect with her temper.
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"Just being pissed off at Fate kicking me in the teeth or biting me in the ass or both."
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Buffy wondered how her friends were dealing with everything. She knew they could, they had before when she'd taken off to deal with what had happened with Angel.
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While she didn't still think Ethan was behind it, she did think it wasn't a benevolent/good thing that they were all there.
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After Snow, he couldn't even bring himself to be surprised when he came over the crest of a hill to see Molly tearing holes in the dirt. He shook his head, planted his feet, and asked, "Does 'dispertius' mean 'fuck you bastard hell-plane and the boredom you rode in on'? If it does, I might join you."
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"I think it's a made up word to be honest but I like your definition better. It's supposed to literally divide something and since it's earth magic ---." She pointed toward the hole, "I'd rather divide something else but this seemed probably a better idea."
Not that Molly would admit to wanting to divide someone's head from their shoulders but you couldn't really do that if you didn't know who you wanted to direct the anger toward - besides Fate.
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In a way, that made the choice simpler. "Gimme a sec." He scouted out a rock among the rubble, about five by five, and walked over to heft it up the incline. Once he'd set it up, Kash gripped his symbol and spoke the words to shape the stone.
Hell of a thing to blow Stone Shape on an idol of a faceless goddess for Molly to destroy, but he was coming to understand healing took a lot of different forms. And if the goddess looked a little like a certain self-righteous halfling paladin of Bahamut (more than like the wife he preferred not to invoke at all), well maybe he was healing himself, a little too.
When he stepped back, he nodded, smiled a little and walked back toward her. "There. Have at."
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"I wish I had really destructive magic right now, but -- this will work. Furīzu." Most of Harry's spells were Latin based or at least sounded Latin where hers were Japanese, sort of. She got her inspiration from Anime.
Kinetic energy flowed from her rings and into the energy surrounding her causing her hair to stand out. A crackling sound started from the edge of the stone, where the moisture in it turned to ice. Molly had only tried an ice spell a couple of times since learning of her fate. Some of it was morbid curiosity and some of it was to see if she could. It was a success as like the Venus De Milo statue, bits broke off with a satisfying sound.
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"If I'm honest, hitting things with a mace or a spear is more satisfying. Really putting your body weight behind it."
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She totally got the thrill Harry got with his fire magic. Molly always felt useless when she helped Harry out. That she wasn't doing enough.
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At least it'd be better than teaching a bunch of farmers how to die in droves, and a hell of a lot nicer to look at. Her ice magic would probably adapt well for battlefield control and with her height she'd be able to see...
He shrugged heavily and a little awkward at thinking of her like a Whitestone recruit, and then shoved his hands into his pockets.
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"Seriously? I'd love that. I give you fair warning, I've never done anything like that, every training I ever had was for defensive."
Except when it came to her siblings, that was totally oldest sibling offensive smacking.
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He jutted his chin toward the shattered stone idol. "Done tearing heads off?" If she wasn't, they'd have to take a walk and find something else for her to rip apart.
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"I'm okay now. Not that I wouldn't want to rip someone's head off still if they pointed out whoever was responsible for the big leave, but I'll pour that energy into a new focus."
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"Yeah, I would. It's both a who and a what." Molly admitted as she looked at the destruction around her. It was still satisfying and she didn't regret it one little bit. "The what is Fate - the bitch always kicks me in the teeth. The who is Harry. He's my mentor, teacher and best friend." Well Molly considered him a best friend, even though she knew that Harry didn't. That was her father and Karrin.
"When I left my world, he was dead." A death that she helped with and it seemed like both it hadn't taken - which was a good thing. And that it had been for nothing since he'd still become the Winter Knight. "It was great to see him again." She turned to look at Kash without maintaining eye contact for the soulgaze, "Saying it outloud makes me sound like a whiny kid, but it hurts to lose him again."
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