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Regina Mills ([personal profile] st_oriedqueen) wrote in [community profile] strangetrip2017-10-06 01:18 pm

[GP] All we can do is learn to swim

Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim. - Vicki Harrison

"You're sure?" Regina already knew the answer but demanding that Sam tell her what she already knew satisfied something petty in her. Or maybe just something hurt that hoped he'd have a different answer than her locator spell had already provided.

"Yeah." Sam half-rolled his eyes at her as he leaned across the pink bar counter to grab bottles of beer from the Silver Bar ice bin -- probably the results of Rebekah's last work-effort at the Inn -- for himself and his newly arrived companion.

Briefly, Regina considered burning a hole in the seat of his jeans, but it wouldn't bring Rebekah or any of the absent ones back. Instead, she took refuge in straightening her A-line and walking around the stylish counter Sam lay across like he was surfing the waves of grief. She took down a bottle of pointlessly pricey champagne, and then found the precise cut-crystal glasses Rebekah and Miss Fisher had preferred for their afternoon indulgences. She poured herself a glass and one for the person who dared her openly bitter expression.

"So who all are we missing?" they both said at once, glared at each other and sighed. They both knew the answers, in their own way and for their own reasons. And neither of them wanted to say.

Rebekah Mikaelson. Henry Winchester. Jack Robinson. Phryne Fisher. Dorothy Williams. Angua von Uberwald. Jaime Vegas. Harry Dresden. Lydia Martin. Raleigh Becket. Yasmeen. Joanna Beauchamp. Constance Bonacieux D'Artagnan. Lindsey McDonald.

"Grief is like the ocean," Sam clearly quoted from some fucking where, and Regina tuned him out until he added, "All we can do is learn to swim. Rebekah told me that."

Now Regina rolled her eyes; they weren't friends. "Shut up, Sam."
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Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-07 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Molly hadn't thought anything about not seeing Harry on their normal boundary walk to find gaps in whatever was keeping them in. She just figured he was with Jaime and while Molly had mixed emotions with that, would always have mixed emotions with anyone with Harry (even Karrin), she was 90% happy for him.

When she entered the bar area, the unexpected emotions hit her like a wave and Molly stumbled in response. The shield quickly went up stronger and her own emotions shut down as not to be drawn in. But something niggled at her, to check it out. Rather than go in and trust that she wouldn't succumb to the emotions suppressed or displayed there, Molly went over to the front desk. That was where Fate kicked her in the teeth again. Harry was gone. Jaime was gone. They left together, she should be happy they did, right? Yeah, not so much.

The hotel and the emotions flowing in her and those around her were swirling tighter and tighter. It felt like the walls were closing in and she had to get the hell out before the ugly dark monster clawed its way to the surface and she'd do something that she'd regret. Like tip toe not so gently through the man behind the counter's mind to find out what really happened to Harry.

Molly headed for the hills, literally. If she was going to explode it would be best not to be in a populated area. Once she'd reached far enough away, she let her emotions flow freely.

With a snap her voice, she yelled, "dispertius" and a gaping hole appeared at her feet as the earth opened up. Since that was vaguely satisfying, she yelled it again. It felt good to direct the rage at something even if it was at the ground at her feet and not the hotel itself.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_accato 2017-10-07 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Buffy paused in her jogging as her 'spidey sense' was going off and she couldn't figure out why. There wasn't anyone around and as far as she knew, there weren't vampires nearby either. Plus daylight and everyone knew that vampires went poof in daylight. You never ignored the Slayer tingling, that was a fact that she'd learned the hard way, so she went back to jogging but in the direction that her instincts sent her.

When she got closer, she saw a girl in the distance, not much older than her yelling. When Buffy took a step closer she faltered with impact of the ground giving way. "Woah, so not of the good." Buffy's pace picked up, "uh hey, everything okay?"

Clearly it wasn't, Buffy wasn't stupid but she hoped the sound of her voice would distract - was that Molly? Oh man, really not of the good. They'd met a few times "patrolling" and around the hotel with Jane, but they weren't close. She had a respect for her magic and now Buffy had a respect with her temper.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-07 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
The holes around her wasn't as satisfying as they had been. What she wouldn't have given for a good fire spell now, but that made her think of Harry and that made her more pissed off. Molly opened her mouth to give another spell when she unexpectedly heard a voice. It wasn't the voice that shocked her so much that it hadn't been preceded by a new feeling merging with hers. That told her how focused she'd been on her own anger and hurt and that scared the shit out of her. Not that she'd show that, her expression was almost painfully neutral when she turned toward - - Buffy?

"Just being pissed off at Fate kicking me in the teeth or biting me in the ass or both."
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_accato 2017-10-08 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
"yeah Fate does that a lot." Buffy had to agree with her. "On the plus side you haven't blown up your school with a mayor turned demon god, snake thingy." She would have added about sending boyfriends to hell but for all she knew Molly had so yeah, didn't touch that one.

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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-08 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
It wasn't often that Molly was speechless. She could always easily come up with something to say but she had to admit that Buffy stumped her on that one. It had the effect of draining her anger, if only for a little while, with curiosity. "I'm almost afraid to ask, demon god, snake thingy?"
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_accato 2017-10-10 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah our mayor wanted to turn into a god I think or mega demon or something bigger and badder and it looked like a snake." Buffy made a face, "or maybe it was supposed to be a dragon without wings or legs or yeah ... that's a snake. Anyway, I had to blow up the school to make sure he didn't become whatever it was he was turning into."
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-12 09:56 am (UTC)(link)
There was a stab of bittersweet humor as she listened to Buffy. If you ignored the babbling, it reminded her of Harry. "Okay, you got me beat. I never blew up my school. Felt like it a few times, but that's it." Molly's curiosity grew, "gotta ask, did you at least kill him?"
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_accato 2017-10-15 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"I did." Buffy admitted, "with a lot of help from my friends. Well not the killing of the Mayor, that was me but with everything else so I could, definitely my friends." She puffed out a breath of air, "I came here about a month after that happened."

Buffy wondered how her friends were dealing with everything. She knew they could, they had before when she'd taken off to deal with what had happened with Angel.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-16 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
"Damn and I thought my coming here after what I went through sucked." Molly whistled. "Hey." She was still distracted from Harry's disappearance with Buffy's tale to suddenly wonder, "You know, I never thought that maybe that's the common denominator. We each get plucked during something intense and we end up here." She'd learned that Harry was alive which was a very good thing, and she got a head's up about her possible future. But if that was the common denominator ... if there was one, why?
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_accato 2017-10-16 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah I thought of that. Well not the my life sucks and I hope I could get away." Because mostly Buffy knew Vengeance Demons were around to hear you make a wish - hence her not saying wish right then. "But that there has to be a reason. I thought maybe we've got something extra or do something out of the norm and that's why. Kind of like a collection - but I couldn't narrow down what we all had in common."

While she didn't still think Ethan was behind it, she did think it wasn't a benevolent/good thing that they were all there.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-18 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
"There's always a reason for something. I just can't figure it out." Molly blew out a breath, "didn't really care much before now. Sure I thought about it, who wouldn't, but I didn't think about it a lot." She glanced at the holes that she'd made, "now, I'm thinking about it more."
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_accato 2017-10-19 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, I wondered more about it when a friend left. Mostly I wondered why him and not me." Buffy admitted. "Not that I'm ready to go back yet, even if my miss my best friends. I kind of like not having a lot to do."
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-19 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
It's been a nice break." Molly had to admit that especially with Harry there - even grudgingly Carlos. She pointed down to the holes, "that's my why him and not me or why not me, too pissy response. Was it someone close to you that left?"

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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_ingofthehundred 2017-10-08 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
Today was the day for people screaming at the wind, apparently. That was Kash's whole thought when he heard someone yelling "Dispertius!" Or something like that.

After Snow, he couldn't even bring himself to be surprised when he came over the crest of a hill to see Molly tearing holes in the dirt. He shook his head, planted his feet, and asked, "Does 'dispertius' mean 'fuck you bastard hell-plane and the boredom you rode in on'? If it does, I might join you."
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-08 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
The shock of another voice wasn't as intense as it had been with Buffy, but Molly had still been focused on her feelings that she hadn't noticed another approach. Rather than Buffy's unexpected comment, Kash's brought out an unexpected laugh. The sound was a bit more brittle than humorous.

"I think it's a made up word to be honest but I like your definition better. It's supposed to literally divide something and since it's earth magic ---." She pointed toward the hole, "I'd rather divide something else but this seemed probably a better idea."

Not that Molly would admit to wanting to divide someone's head from their shoulders but you couldn't really do that if you didn't know who you wanted to direct the anger toward - besides Fate.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_ingofthehundred 2017-10-08 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Torn between Sacred Flaming the fuck out of the hole she'd made and giving her something to hit, Kash bought himself a moment by admitting, "I tried that once. Gods don't die so easily."

In a way, that made the choice simpler. "Gimme a sec." He scouted out a rock among the rubble, about five by five, and walked over to heft it up the incline. Once he'd set it up, Kash gripped his symbol and spoke the words to shape the stone.

Hell of a thing to blow Stone Shape on an idol of a faceless goddess for Molly to destroy, but he was coming to understand healing took a lot of different forms. And if the goddess looked a little like a certain self-righteous halfling paladin of Bahamut (more than like the wife he preferred not to invoke at all), well maybe he was healing himself, a little too.

When he stepped back, he nodded, smiled a little and walked back toward her. "There. Have at."
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-09 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Molly was confused as to what he was doing, up to and including his work with a stone. It wasn't until he was finished that she realized what he'd done. Or at least attempted to do. She'd opened her mouth to ask if it was anyone in particular, but to be honest Molly didn't care. She was happy to destroy anything and there was a part of her that was glad he hadn't been repulsed by that desire. She wasn't sure that she could curb it even if she wanted to and she didn't want to.

"I wish I had really destructive magic right now, but -- this will work. Furīzu." Most of Harry's spells were Latin based or at least sounded Latin where hers were Japanese, sort of. She got her inspiration from Anime.

Kinetic energy flowed from her rings and into the energy surrounding her causing her hair to stand out. A crackling sound started from the edge of the stone, where the moisture in it turned to ice. Molly had only tried an ice spell a couple of times since learning of her fate. Some of it was morbid curiosity and some of it was to see if she could. It was a success as like the Venus De Milo statue, bits broke off with a satisfying sound.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_ingofthehundred 2017-10-09 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
Seeing the statue icing over, Kash whistled his approval. He might be a cleric but no one had ever accused him of being peace-loving. Having things to kill suited him well, as long as they deserved it. So he punctuated her shattering with a precise strike of sacred flame that knocked one of the flying chunks out of the sky.

"If I'm honest, hitting things with a mace or a spear is more satisfying. Really putting your body weight behind it."
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-12 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
"I wanted to learn some offensive magic, but I'm not getting very far on my own." Molly admitted. I've mostly just adapted what I do with defensive magic to offensive." She smiled slightly, "but man it feels good to blow things up."

She totally got the thrill Harry got with his fire magic. Molly always felt useless when she helped Harry out. That she wasn't doing enough.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_ingofthehundred 2017-10-14 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
"You want to learn to fight, I can teach you that."

At least it'd be better than teaching a bunch of farmers how to die in droves, and a hell of a lot nicer to look at. Her ice magic would probably adapt well for battlefield control and with her height she'd be able to see...

He shrugged heavily and a little awkward at thinking of her like a Whitestone recruit, and then shoved his hands into his pockets.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-15 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
It was an offer that she hadn't expected, nor was it one that she thought that she'd ever ask for outloud. Harry had made it clear where her talents lived and that was defensive. She'd used her defensive for offensive while he was gone, but to learn how to fight, that was more precious to her than gold - or power. It meant that she would have more to offer and if her path did lead toward being the Winter Lady, she would need every arsenal at her fingertips.

"Seriously? I'd love that. I give you fair warning, I've never done anything like that, every training I ever had was for defensive."

Except when it came to her siblings, that was totally oldest sibling offensive smacking.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_ingofthehundred 2017-10-16 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
"I just spent months training a bunch of farmers not to stab themselves with their spears before a dragon could get to them. You'll do fine." And it would be something worth doing.

He jutted his chin toward the shattered stone idol. "Done tearing heads off?" If she wasn't, they'd have to take a walk and find something else for her to rip apart.
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-16 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Molly had a purpose now and that helped her anger/grieving over Harry's disappearance a lot. Not that she wouldn't mind smashing more things, but the end game had changed for her.

"I'm okay now. Not that I wouldn't want to rip someone's head off still if they pointed out whoever was responsible for the big leave, but I'll pour that energy into a new focus."
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_ingofthehundred 2017-10-17 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
Looking her over--and trying not notice her body language more than her body, Kash nodded. "Yeah. All right." And then, not an offer he made lightly, but willingly enough because he ought to know her if he was teaching her to fight: "You want to talk about what or whoever drove you out here in the first place?"
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Re: Molly OTA

[personal profile] st_eampunk 2017-10-18 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
It was an automatic response to say no but Molly stopped herself before saying it. She had people here that she could talk to about Harry and would get it, Butters and Carlos definitely. Regina would, too but in a different way. Kash wouldn't understand at all but it was a window into Molly's life and the bond that she had with Harry. And that right there, that thought was suddenly important that he see that glimpse of that part of her life.

"Yeah, I would. It's both a who and a what." Molly admitted as she looked at the destruction around her. It was still satisfying and she didn't regret it one little bit. "The what is Fate - the bitch always kicks me in the teeth. The who is Harry. He's my mentor, teacher and best friend." Well Molly considered him a best friend, even though she knew that Harry didn't. That was her father and Karrin.

"When I left my world, he was dead." A death that she helped with and it seemed like both it hadn't taken - which was a good thing. And that it had been for nothing since he'd still become the Winter Knight. "It was great to see him again." She turned to look at Kash without maintaining eye contact for the soulgaze, "Saying it outloud makes me sound like a whiny kid, but it hurts to lose him again."

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