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Stephanie Brown ([personal profile] spoileralert) wrote in [community profile] snowblindrpg2017-04-17 03:30 pm

[log] Screw up to the beat of my own drum [closed]

Characters: Stephanie Brown, Stephen Strange, Alphonse Elric, Hugo Vasquez
Location: AAB8 - 271
Date: Day 229
Summary: Event Shenanigans and a Reunion
Warnings: In comment subjects, please!

271: A small, enclosed bus stop that probably serviced the building inside the fence back when things weren't abandoned. The bus stop is enclosed completely in glass, making it possible to spend the night here, though the benches are a little uncomfortable to sleep on. Interestingly, the lights here still work, on and off--at night, the lights flicker on and off at random, which may also make it difficult to sleep. The vending machines here are smashed open, but food and drinks are still placed inside them. They do not restock when people are staying here, so make sure you don't run yourself out of food! "ALPHONSE ELRIC, DAY TWO HUNDRED AND TWENTY SEVEN, FOR ANY ASSISTANCE PLEASE CONTACT @LELRIC." is written on a wall.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | manpain | refused)

Evening - ota

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-04-21 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Stephen's anomaly is a woman in surgical scrubs...or what's left of her. In Stephen's eyes her clothes are stained with blood and ichor, and her arms end in ragged, bloody tendons that reach like long, twisting fingers. She stares with pitch black eyes around which the skin is cracked and purple.

To someone who lost their light, though, there is only the muted teal of her clothing and a missing face. Stephen's face has been drawn since he laid eyes on her, but not once has he spoken her name. It's not her. It can't be her. The anomalies aren't people.

Except they were a few days ago.

Now, glass safely (safely?) between them, he paces the length of the bus station, watching her pace along the other side.
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armoured: (angry] can't)

[personal profile] armoured 2017-04-21 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
You have to stop, Dr. Strange.

[Al has been watching him pace for almost a half hour, heart aching for him. He's careful not to look at his own anomaly, the blank face of Martel as she watches him in what seems to be judgement.]

You can't do this to yourself. Please, sit down.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | unease | Pangborn's claim)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-04-22 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Stephen glances at Al but doesn't move to step away from the glass or to sit down. He does stop where he is, but his eyes keep going back to what he can't accept is Christine. He sounds distant when he responds.]

It's alright. I'm not tired.

[Al's traveled with him long enough now to probably have caught on that Stephen doesn't sleep much. He's always tired, but right now he shows no inclination of settling down.]
armoured: (sad] thoughtful)

[personal profile] armoured 2017-04-23 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Al sighs but he's not about to give up.]

It's not whoever you think it is. It's not, and letting it get to you like this isn't fair. Please, Dr. Strange, sit down with me for a while.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | manpain | refused)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-04-30 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I know that.

[If it comes out sharper than he meant it to, it's because Al's only voicing what Stephen's been trying to convince himself must be true. Whatever he's seeing out there isn't Christine, because it can't be. He can't conscion the possibility. It wouldn't be fair.

And because Stephen Strange knows better than to think the world is fair, he can't stop worrying at the painful thought that maybe he and Al are wrong.
]

Sitting isn't going to make her go away.
armoured: (angry] hold back)

[personal profile] armoured 2017-05-03 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe not, but it'll stop you exhausting yourself worrying over something you can't change.

[He's not going to back down, though he makes sure his tone is compassionate as well as firm.]

We don't know what's going to happen in the next few days, they might become aggressive and we'll need to be on top form to run if that happens. Which means you need to rest and eat. Now.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | unease | Pangborn's claim)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-05-07 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Stephen can't quite suppress a shudder at the thought of Christine -- of that thing chasing him like the mindless monster she appears to be. He's silent for a long moment, shaking hands curled into fists, before he finally gives a curt nod. He'll come over to sit down...but he's going to sit where he can keep an eye on her.]
armoured: (angry] turn away)

[personal profile] armoured 2017-05-08 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you.

[He'll take what he can get, digging in his pack for some food.]

Do you... do you want to tell me who she is?
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | manpain | silhouette)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-05-11 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
She's -- she looks like a...a friend of mine.

[If the answer is awkward and stilted, it's because Stephen doesn't even know what Christine and he are to one another anymore. Friend seems about what he can hope for. He cups his hand over the broken watch he always wears on his wrist as he watches her still form out in the snow.]

Doctor Christine Palmer. She's a trauma surgeon at the hospital where I used to work.
armoured: (gen] sheepish)

[personal profile] armoured 2017-05-11 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[He notices the movement, but he doesn't ask about the watch just yet, he just settles in beside Stephen instead.]

Maybe if you talk about her, who she really is, it'll help remind you that she's not-- that's not her. I know that mine, I know she's not who she looks like... Martel is dead.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | sad | doorstep)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-05-12 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
She's amazing.

[He states it like a fact -- there's nothing lovelorn about his voice, none of the excessive awe that would be there if he were putting her on a pedestal out of some remembered attraction.]

She figured out what's important in life a long time before I did. I was an asshole to her.
armoured: (sad] sigh)

[personal profile] armoured 2017-05-12 12:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's quiet for a moment, voice subdued when he does reply to that statement.]

Do you think that's why they look that way, because those are the people we've wronged?
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | neutral | such scruff)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-05-14 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Stephen's jaw tightens, and he takes a deep breath in and out as he worries at that thought like a sore tooth. Instead of answering, though, he turns a question on Al.]

Tell me about Martel?
armoured: (sad] facehands)

[personal profile] armoured 2017-05-15 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't really want to, but it's only fair and maybe it'll distract Stephen for a bit, so he nods.]

Martel was a-- she worked with someone called Greed, and they were hiding from the Amestrian army. I was where their hideout was when the military attacked, led by Fuhrer King Bradley, and the others told me to keep Martel inside me and get her to safety.

[Sort of true, skipping the part where he'd only been there because they kidnapped him in the first place.]

Most of the others were killed and she wouldn't-- she kept fighting me, trying to take control of my body from the inside. She tried to strangle Fuhrer King Bradley, and so he ran me through with his sword and... there was so much blood, they had to open me up to get her body out.

[His voice is tiny and tight by the time he's done.]

I should have fought harder, she didn't deserve that.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | unease | sad | unsure)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-05-18 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Stephen shudders, his gaze having locked on Al's anomaly -- on that-which-is-not-Martel -- as he listened. His hands twist together in his lap, and after a moment's hesitation he leans gently into Al's side, just enough to feel him there.]

You didn't deserve that, either.

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thewarningafter: (griefbeard | unease | that tea)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-04-22 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry.

[He doesn't sound sorry. He doesn't sound anything, his voice coming out all flat.]

I can't exactly stop her.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | manpain | the way back)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-04-30 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I noticed.

[He stops, finally, still standing next to the glass. On the other side of it Christine the anomaly comes to a halt as well, that same blank stare still trained on him.]
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | skeptical | impatient)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-05-02 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, then I can just sit here knowing she's still staring at me.

[Stephen draws in a ragged breath, pressing a shaky hand to his face.]

It. It's not her.
thewarningafter: (griefbeard | unease | anger | why)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-05-07 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
It's an anomaly, not a woman.

[Not human. Not a person. If it's a her, that's just one step away from it being Christine.]
thewarningafter: (goatee griefbeard | manpain | window)

[personal profile] thewarningafter 2017-05-07 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[Funny, he doesn't feel any better now. Stephen turns back to the window, leaning on it even though he feels lightheaded coming so close to the anomaly even with a barrier between them.]