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nightfell mods ([personal profile] oblivium) wrote in [community profile] logs2022-10-06 01:15 pm

MOD EVENT #001

A CHAOTIC RESPITE


It isn't rare for the seasons in the Netherworld to be a little erratic, though many days have passed now without much of a hint of its typical mercuriality, a good and a bad omen all at once. This respite is commonly referred to as the proverbial "calm before the storm", but it also marks the beginning of merrier celebrations. The Moons above are gilded silver, the twilight sky edged with faint pink and orange -- a sunrise phantasm, spilling over the horizon. It's an infrequent spectacle, accompanied by a dulcet breeze and light drizzles that seem to encourage growth nearly everywhere. Unfortunately, under its influence, people seem a little on edge, quick to anger, but no matter; around Stygia, Restless have begun hanging decorations and ornaments on trees and windowsills, left to catch the moonlight and give off marigold and ginger glows, warmly lighting up the city. Rather than fish, the smell of freshly ground spices permeates the air in the Harbors, Mirth keeps its doors opened to all, but just before the festivities officially begin, a cacophony of chimes resounds all over, a transmission difficult to ignore.

On the screen of your cellphone, nothing; only a voice, ragged, out of breath...

“The woods... Oakwoods! They've come alive! O-One minute he was complaining about the water seeping into his boots, and the next he was... he was being yanked up into the trees! We didn’t see what happened to him, but we heard... the screams, ohh, the screams. Please! Come to Serene, I beg you. This is our safest sanctuary, and the lan... oh, no... wait, no, please... please... NOOO--”


...and the feed abruptly ends, a dull chirr of static. Will you ignore the stranger's call for help and feast, or venture into the woods?

► I. KNOCK ON WOOD (OH PUCK, HE'S HOT!)
When you cross the gates of Serene, an old woman welcomes you, palm flat against her chest and disquiet in her eyes. Myrtille, her name. Oakwoods loom dense and dark in the distance behind her, groaning low as leaves rustle without wind. The Mourning Lantern was stolen, and malevolence rose in turn, dooming them all.

“It was once kept here, a sacred Artifact crafted from the bones of Serene's first founder, who gave her heart’s blood willingly to the woods in an act of contrition. It's the absence of the lantern that is contributing to the wood’s unusually active malice, and if you lot cannot retrieve it, then we must sacrifice another. Go! Take these torches and go, before Oakwoods swallow us whole.”


So you've decided to be brave. Commendable, or foolish? The wood is dark and shrouded in mist, and the trees crowd around you, an absent wind somehow whispering foul nothings in your ear as dead leaves rustle around your feet. Your Shadow basks in the murmurs, sensing the malign presence in Oakwoods as a faint, garbled scream echoes in the distance. You wander deeper and the canopy thickens, thin streaks of moonlight peppering the woods in deep patches of darkness. Behind you, a creature you can't see hisses, and a fluttering of wings nearby alerts you to the arrival of snickering harpies lurking on branches. “Dead,” they croak, in a sing-song chorus. “Dead as daylight.” Oddly enough, they seem content to just watch and stalk you, perhaps expecting you to die quickly, an easy and effortless meal.

It's a frustrating errand if you've ever known one. You barely know what you're looking for, and your Shadow thrives in the dark, taunting, coaxing. You hear it then; a haunting melody, the silhouette of a boy on a fallen tree trunk, strumming. “Come,” he says, with a voice that shimmers like the sun on moving water. If you remember what that's like. “Rest a while. Forget your troubles.” For anyone familiar, you'll recognize him as a Puck, famous prankster, and from his hand dangles a lantern.

► If you attempt to take the lantern from him, he'll immediately drop it to the ground, causing it to break. You may choose to kill him and offer his blood to the woods, or let him go and bleed in his stead. Myrtille should be able to repair what's left of the lantern once the offering's been made.
► If you politely ask to return it, he promises that he will... if you indulge him for the night.

No matter what you choose, you will come across camps, either on your way in or on your way back: pitched tents, most moth-eaten, and some containing vestiges of prior expeditions such as putrid corpses or rotten food. You've been wandering for a while, and sleep sounds terribly inviting. Unfortunately, a wind finally picks up, and leaves begin to blow around you. A nick, then a cut, then a slash reveal the leaves to have razor sharp edges. Sleep well yet? If you've spared the Puck, he'll encourage you to sit with him around a campfire, where he'll sing and tell stories. Or are they. Perhaps you've heard of Bloody Mary before. Slenderman? The Devil that'll make you dance until you die? While the lantern remains in stranger hands, the thread between reality and fiction narrows; protagonists from the Puck's legends come to life, and the only way to rid of them is by quenching the flames of the fire.

Your journey unfortunately doesn't end there. The Puck has a riddle for you:
I am a word that is hardly there. Remove my start, and I'm an herbal flair. What am I?


If you fail to answer correctly, he'll vanish before you, and you can bid the lantern goodbye. You'll be forced to gather the bones from the corpses scattered across the woods, and feed it your blood -- or a friend's -- before you escape and return to the woman. The offering will leave you drained and exhausted, weak on your legs. If, on the other hand, you do answer correctly, the lantern is yours, and you'll be teleported out of the woods with a boon in your pocket: a piece of parchment invites you to visit your home in the Shadowlands. There, you'll find an object (or a pet) that belonged to you in your world.

the answer to the riddle is sparsely! it's up to you whether you'd like your character to fail.
legends told around the campfire can be any of the ones mentioned above or any other that might strike your fancy! go wild, have fun!
remember that if you pick an item from your character's world as their boon, it'll eventually disintegrate unless reforged with a soul.
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► II. GO BIG OR GOURD HOME
Welcome to the Frightful Harvest, a festival that marks the beginning of the Respite, a temporary period of tranquility between seasons. It acknowledges the blessings offered and the role that both good and evil play in the Netherworld. It is a time to give thanks, but more importantly, it is a time of reflection and warding. Warding against not only the darkness of the next seasons to come, but of the nefarious creatures and struggles that will undoubtedly follow.

Carved pumpkins and straw bales are placed everywhere around the city, and streamers and banners are hung from every home and storefront. Decadent cakes, candies, and pastries are made in over-abundance in order to accommodate everyone, and from the lush gardens of Radiance, an elderly, dark-robed man addresses the Netherwork. You'll learn by eavesdropping on nearby Restless that his name is Doran, the oldest among you and loved by all. His smile stretches kind, and while not an official member of the Hierarchy, it's clear he has certain privileges -- well-deserved, or so you hear.

“Let us gather, feast, dance and celebrate. Let us hold our glasses high for those who heroically perished, for goodness, and for the Ascended. May their journey inspire us to change our lives and the lives of others, to resist evil, and to triumph. To you, dear friends!”


And without further ado, let the festivities begin!

► BARDIC BLITZ
The bardic blitz is a friendly competition that pits talented musicians against one another in an attempt to win over the affection of the crowd through festive melodies or personal compositions. Although it can be hosted just about anywhere, the bardic blitz is normally held in a large canvas tent directly in the heart of Mirth, though smaller crowds also gather in Serene and the Harbors around bonfires.

► FEAST
Although all cultures around Stygia bring their own tastes and specific flair to the celebrations, there are a few staple trade goods that you can find at nearly any celebration of the holiday throughout the city. Many producing the various cakes, beverages, and cookies also use the time to test and perfect their recipes, teaching others or using them as guinea pigs.
Firstdawn Tea: This revitalizing crimson tea soothes the mind and body and is brewed from the roots of the dawn flower, which only sprouts during the Respite.
Grablenuts: These fist-sized brown nuts have a hard, stippled outer shell and soft, delicious spicy centers. A single bite will slightly lower your inhibitions, and you may find yourself seeking proximity and warmth.
Elysium: A nonalcoholic beverage that smells and looks as bad as it tastes. Only those with the strongest will manage to gulp it down. Once drunk, the person experiences true bliss, which seems to last for hours; in reality, it's only a few minutes.
Will-o-the-Whiskey: Whisky with minor hallucinatory effects, visual and auditory.
Sundrop: A pound cake coated in a sugary lemon drizzle. No side-effects, just delicious!
Shadowfell Candy: Chewing on this candy will grant the character a deep and rejuvenating sleep, during which they will appear dead to anyone.
. ► HARVEST HUNT
The harvest hunt happens in a corn maze located in Mirth's amusement park, specifically created for the occasion. Because of the labyrinthian horrors dwelling in the Tempest, some find the terror-free replica a little inappropriate, yet participants still abound every time. A favorite seasonal game of the exuberant and athletic, characters take on the role of either hunter or prey, racing through the maze to either corner their quarry or escape the hands of their pursuer. As long as Shadows behave, it's a relatively safe activity. Friendly spars sometimes occur, picnics, and star-gazing.

► THE PARADE
The parade is the activity most looked forward to by younger Restless. Citizens clad in colorful costumes walk the streets to the rhythm of festive music, and according to tradition, it helps ward away any lingering evil that might try to hide in the community. For reasons unknown, incidents where Restless unwillingly swap bodies sometimes occur.

► III. WAYWARD SUN
The Warding Ritual is a private affair, a behind-the-scene execution on the last day of the festival as you dance and feast and frolic, blissfully unaware. Something goes awry. First, a shriek in the distance, and soon, birds flying away in apparent surprise as the landscape rustles with the sounds of creatures and Restless alike fleeing. A vague sense of dread knocks the air out of your lungs, an iron grip around your throat. And you see it then, a headless figure shrouded in a black veil of cloth, sword in one hand and a bright flaming pumpkin in the other. Its head. It thunders through the night on its skeletal horse, its blade flashing in the moonlight in search of prey. Heads fall. You might get injured during the chase -- collateral damage. 10 members of the Hierarchy won't ever rise again, and the rider eventually charges into the Tempest, leaving behind bloody puddles and a slather of confusion. If you opt to help clean up the mess, you might come across stained sheets of paper on the ground, a painting of a white scorpion in the middle. Otherwise, it's time for you to go home.


ooc note

► Welcome to Nightfell's first event! If you'd like additional, more casual prompts, the Notice Board is right here! New prompts will be added next month, if you've already had your fun with them!
You'll find some answered questions here, but if you'd like to ask something else, please comment below!
For a little spooky ambience in the woods.

seaboard: (⌜𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚐𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗 ⌟)

gilia st. loe — original

[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-08 08:28 am (UTC)(link)
i. bardic blitz cw: some eldritchy horror hiding under the surface

She had thought, what could one or two songs, hurt? She had not sung in so long, partaking in a verse or two could not bring any harm.

Save that she missed it, saved that, simply put: she was not named Singer because she bleated like a ram. That it's easy to progress with each round. Sometimes they are devotional songs, praising the gifts of her the Holy Sea-Father which gave the world life. Sometimes it is ditties about maids getting caught with servant boys and their fathers and mothers chasing them about. Some are wild, that demand of the world in the shrill notes.

The mistake is when she goes to sing something higher, sweeter, like had been her favourite. Round after round and she thinks what could one more hurt?

Until it does, and she lifts her voice to sing a note, bright and pure as she had once done so freely - and it strangles immediately like a dying cat. At once, and over again, she cannot breathe. Her hand lifts and snatches to her throat as she turns away, gasping for breath to get out of the closed space as fast as she can. Trying to suck in air, that turns to a cough. Violent enough that her eyes water as she gets out of sight. Clutching the right-hand side of her throat, fingers splaying wide. Holding herself tightly as she coughs and coughs and coughs.

Because disconcertingly, between her splayed fingers, the fabric begins to drip water, of all things. A thick, briny smell of seawater which drifts from it. Something that seems to be wriggling below it.

ii. feast & parade cw: freely encouraged drug use
The meals do a wonderful job of driving fears from her head, even once her voice has been stolen away. No more than a whisper now, soft and rasping, she starts off absolutely sure that she has learned her lesson about not pushing herself. Especially not in regards to the rest of the festival, the rest of it is a young person's game, even if she did not have her own reasons to fear leaving herself abandoned to her merriments.

A few mouthfuls, of course, and the concerns are gone. As much as she missed singing, she missed dancing. Been as good as any of her people at it - the physical expression of strength that farmer and prince all raised themselves too. That she does try to put off, at least a little, throwing herself to the familiar madness. But the want of being close to others, the loudness of the drum and the shifting of the seasons that ache in the depths of her soul, call just as loud.

The dancing she takes up, is not graceful, not strictly. It's about showing off, more exactly, strength and speed, a past where once they had been warriors. It is driving, unrelenting, throwing herself into each step with abandoned fervour. Leaping to clear feet from the floor, spinning in long kicks of her leg to keep her momentum up to go around and around and around. A tall woman, and her limbs sturdy, she throws her head and forgets to care. Her veil unravelling and the many, many feet of long curls sent flying in arcs around her, snapping like a whip in an extension of every one of her turns. Her skirt hitched up above her knees to keep out of her way and the hard lines of muscles trained to this push and keep her momentum going as she gives into wildness and madness in equal turns.

It is not even that she asks, necessarily, if anyone wishes to dance. Finding one who seems passingly curious is enough for her to emerge out of the crowds of dancers, and snatch a drink from another table and stride closer, tall and proud, almost, the way her hair seems to drift and her movements are smooth like she is propelled along a current.

A simple beckoning, offered with little in the way of words as she offers the cup. "Drink, sweet one. It is bitter as brine, but all shall feel better."

iii. wildcard
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fallingsand: (38;)

bardic blitz

[personal profile] fallingsand 2022-10-10 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Bruno, as a rule, does not sing. Out of his entire family, he was the least musically capable. Another mark against him, he supposed, though it had never stopped him before when he felt like joining in, and here, he does, on occasion, when the audience jumps in on a familiar tune and there's more than enough other voices to make his own addition happily drowned out. He wouldn't get all the lines right, with how new and varied the songs were, and more than a few times he'd stumble to a halt when the lyrics became scandalous in some way or another, but overall?

It was a good time. He was feeling less and less terrible about the entire fact that he's died and gone to... well, here. Some strange purgatory where life seems to simply carry on.

And that evening would have kept going on well enough for him right up until Gilia begins to struggle. One of the bolder singers in the group, sure enough, he'd noted, but it isn't until she turns away and snatches a hand to her throat that he does anything to engage. He's typically happy remaining in the background rather than drawing attention to himself but...

"Miss? Are you..." No, he shouldn't ask if she's okay. She clearly isn't. He's approached, reaching out towards her arm but not quite making contact yet. Worried eyes peer up at her, only becoming more distraught when water begins to leak between her fingers and something, something wriggles. Oh, oh god. "That's. That."

What is that? He won't withdraw in horror, though. Geez, what is happening, what can he do, will asking questions even help? What if she can't respond?
seaboard: (⌜𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚜⌟)

[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-11 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
She manages to get one hand braced against the wall. Manages to hold herself up as she shudders and chokes. It should not hurt, this was the only gift she had been given in life, her voice. Neither beauty, nor wit, but this and it had been stolen away so surely.

"Water, please, I need...." She gasps back to the poor wretch that mistakenly followed her. Her veil was choking her, smothering her, as she tried to drag in air on her rasping throat.

She'd normally be ashamed, beg him not to look, as she began to snatch the fabric off of her head. Pushing it back and unfurling all those curls, then unwinding it from around her neck and yanking it free.

What was squirming around so unsettlingly was plain, the starfish - a little yellow thing, smooth bumps of a wrapping pattern, a choking bright orange colour, that wraps around her throat. Almost desperately, and it was easy to see why - the scar that lived open, a pulsing cut into that lived below. A wound that had never healed and now, where she had strained it, reaching into the depths of that place - almost like she had ripped it open, it seemed it bled.

And the starfish, strange as it was, held it closed. Gilia helped, as best she could, wrapping her fingers around over the top to hold her neck closed.
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[personal profile] fallingsand 2022-10-12 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
Bruno can't help it. He does recoil at the sight of the starfish, though it was through sheer surprise rather than horror that he stepped away again so swiftly. It would not change that he meant to help her, either, because he's quick to drag his bewildered gaze away from the little yellow starfish when he realizes she'd asked for...

"Water?" Water. Water, she needs water. He holds up his hands, stammering out a quick, "J-just wait here, I'll!"

He'll be right back. That's what he meant to say but he's already turning to run off toward the stage. He pushes his way through the ring of people who have turned to stare at the spectacle and then further on through the throng of merrymaking celebrants. Water, he assumes — and correctly, thank goodness — would be held in reserve to offer performers who actually did take the stage. He snatches up a glass of it from there and covers the open top firmly with a hand to keep most of it in as he makes his way back. When he does, he shoulders his way back through to Gilia and offers the same glass of water up to her.

"Here! I. I've got some!"
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[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-12 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
She nods in thanks, as she gasps her breathes in, much as she can. The kindness of strangers where others simply stare in shock and horror, no doubt. Why here? Why did she forget herself, for a minute, just a moment, she is not allowed such things.

Lifting the drink to her lips, she gulps down mouthfuls hurriedly. Desperately trying to get it back into her system, as much as she can. Until she is down to the last few mouthfuls, and straightens up, and tips her head back, and tips the water down her neck, over that wound, the sea-star, and it seems, somehow, to soothe it. Calm the pain of it, that caused her to choke.

The starfish stops moving quite so much and begins to go back to its usual spot, wrapping around her neck once more like a bandage. Arms settling to grip her and hold her throat closed. Sealing the wound to a thinner closed, and little by little, the sea-water ceases to seep from it.
fallingsand: (09; with a gift so humbling)

[personal profile] fallingsand 2022-10-14 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Bruno lingers even after delivering the water, hovering nearby in a worried manner. He doesn't dare breach a certain line of space often kept between strangers, however, two or three steps away from her. Not so far that he wouldn't be able to offer additional aid if needed but not so close that it would be awkward. His own hands are linked together, fingers through fingers, and he's wringing his hands in a more apparent, physical show of nerves.

It's constantly tempting to reach out to the starfish and check that it's doing its job again for sure. By now, he's realized it must be what's keeping... something? Some injury? Closed, even though it's the strangest bandage he's ever seen, he would admit. That, too, he quashes, because, again, that would be a very strange thing to do.

So it's from those few steps away that he asks, words sounding uncertain, "Are... are you going to be alright?"
seaboard: (⌜𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚎 ⌟)

[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-17 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
It takes her a few minutes still, to wrangle something out of her throat. But at least for now, she nods, breathing in deeply, now that she finally can begin too. In, rough, and out with a rasp, the sting of it all, choking and then breathing again that makes her eyes water, and hastily scrubbed away.

"I shall be well." But it clearly won't be immediately, because her voice is rasping. Dry as the autumn winds. "I... I forgot..." She leans forward, cooling her brow on the stone bricks of the wall she'd lent against. "... Thank you."
fallingsand: (93;)

[personal profile] fallingsand 2022-10-18 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, uh, you're welcome?" Bruno replies, words still unsure of whether this is all good and fine just yet or... well, he wouldn't know. He's not even sure what's going on apart from the wild guess of the starfish keeping her from bleeding water.

Seawater, in fact. It's almost like he can smell the sea, hear the water, simply by standing close to her, and it's unsettling. The only sea he's ever experienced was the Tempest between the Shadowlands and Stygia, leaving him with no fond memories of such, and so he fidgets and wonders if he should simply vanish into the crowd again. The crowd, the nearest ones still watching, staring, some confused, others wary; as used to strangeness as one must become in such a strange place, something new must be worth some scrutiny. Even Bruno can feel those eyes boring into his back and the urge to flee loses out against the urge to not abandon Gilia to be stared at all alone.

With that in mind, he gives a nervous glance back towards the other people and hasily suggests, "How about we, um. Head outside and get you some fresh air? That. Maybe that'll help? It's getting a little stuffy in here."

And to follow that thought, he'll take a step closer and offer her an arm to lean on. She's taller than him, sure enough, but that won't stop him from lending some support should she want it.
Edited 2022-10-18 02:37 (UTC)
seaboard: (⌜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝⌟)

[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-21 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
She takes it gladly, exhausted beyond a simple of measure that she felt tired. There would never be enough sleep for the sort of memories this dredged up from her. But at least, she could breathe, again. At least she could walk herself slowly through this, little by little.

"I would like that." Gilia is polite, even so, her hand gentle on his arm, as she shuffles her steps.

But the feeling of observation smothers her, but no longer did she know how to cower away from it. Instead, she pulled her shoulders upright. The pride of her people, even now, she must not faulter. So she attempts to lift her head, straighten her shoulders, even as she keeps a hold of him to not stumble.
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[personal profile] fallingsand 2022-10-23 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Bruno certainly did still know how to cower away from the staring, the curious looks, and half-heard murmurs, and he would cover that for the both of them. Gilia may find the strength to square her shoulders and keep her head high, but it was all he could do to keep from stumbling over his own feet as he helped lead her out of the tent and into the fresh air. He glanced back enough times at the people they were leaving behind, nervous energy almost vibrating off the poor man, but then they were out and the flap of the festival tent swung shut and he can relax some.

"There's... there should be a bench just over..."

There. He cast his gaze about for it, finding it soon enough and it'll be over there that he leads her. A quiet place to sit, but not too quiet. The music they left behind has begun again and it drifts out distantly to where they've retreated to.

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feast & parade

[personal profile] rumination 2022-10-12 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
Dancing is not something Chu Wanning does. It's not even something he's really ever witnessed, beyond a few little performances in inns he's stayed at while traveling or as ostentatious displays of wealth by a sect he prefers to forget about. Certainly not this sort of dancing. But the steady, powerful beats drew him in and the displays of dancing are enough to shock him into watching.

Watching feels perverse, something he should not witness. Gilia is the one he chooses to focus on; he recognizes her from the network, offering cooking lessons though he said nothing, no harvest fare to offer, no pressing need to cook. And she is showing off in a way he understands, the same way he understands fighting and practice drills: it feels safe to look at her rather than most of the dancers.

(The revelation of her knees is a tad distracting, something else scandalous. He checks the fall of his white robes, making sure his knees are safely covered, along with the rest of him, the collar of his robes buttoned to his neck, the sleeves falling to his hands. No skin on display; he prefers to forget bodies exist.)

When she approaches, he scowls, mostly out of habit. They're of a height, but she feels larger, somehow. And he takes the cup, reacting on instinct, something he rarely does.

"Who are you calling sweet one?" What a ridiculous name. the cup remains in his hand, held halfway to his mouth, while he glares at her, phoenix eyes narrowed and brows drawn together. "Do you always address strangers so intimately?"
seaboard: (⌜𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍⌟)

[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-12 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
It does nothing to deter her, as she tilts her head, her hair pulled full over her shoulder in a long tumble shifting with it, a shimmer, where there is a water-like fluidness to it all. Like almost, almost, she ripples like water. Yet still mostly human, the prickle of sweat that makes her curls stick at her temples, the splash of water where she cooled herself off earlier that it trickles, runs a path from her jaw, down her neck to her clavicle that plots on pale skin that is usually as hidden as his.

"When the mood is to be so, there are no strangers like this. Come now, are you afraid I shall call you lover next?" It's teasing and perhaps she wouldn't not dare it, if she were not so deep into dancing and drink. The one time she was allowed freedom from the heavy restraints of position and title. Her lips pull to a soft, sunny smile with it, eyes that hazy warmth that only utter contentment could give.
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[personal profile] rumination 2022-10-15 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Her words are scandalous, shocking: his eyes go wide, mouth drops open, loosened by the atmosphere into expressiveness. It only lasts a second before he remembers himself, eyes narrowing, brows drawn together again, and lips pressed into a firm line. He straightens his already-perfect posture, tilting his chin up.

The cup in his hand wobbles.

"Lover?!" He still manages to sound scandalized, mostly because he is; no one's ever approached him with such a term, even to ask if he had an intimate companion, and to imply— "You should not use words so causally, Madame."
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[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-15 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Was this why her sisters used to tease her like this? She would never get cross, no, but she would turn pink and beg them to leave off.

"Should one of yours worry that you should be one of mine?" That - that no doubt would send him into a fit of frenzy, but she lifts her hands in a soft beg off, there no, there is no need to fret so.

"I am a married woman with a husband and wife, sir, and born and carried three children, which were made in the usual way. I think I am quite beyond such things concerning me. I am sure, soon, you shall find yourself a pretty maid or paige, and that shall give you better things to think on than such a word being uttered, yes?"
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[personal profile] rumination 2022-10-15 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
There's so much wrong with all of her words that he barely even knows where to start, and his hand clenches around the cup again, and this time he does take a drink, just to save some face and give him a chance to process everything she's said. He lifts his arm, hiding behind his sleeve as he drinks. A husband and a wife? Three children? Made in the usual way? What does any of that mean?

It's only through years of practice that he manages to wrestle his face into a more neutral expression and let his flush fade, and even that is belied by his ears and neck, flushed with annoyance.

"No. I am hardly in need of a--a-- Any of that!"
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[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-16 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
"Are you quite certain?"

She ought to stop, the poor man looks like he's going to melt away quite entirely.

So she steps to the side, coming to his side and let him face out, rather than feel so boxed in. Nursing her own drink with a smile, as she watches the crowds churn on in their dancing. She cannot raise her voice much, it is still rasping quietly, but at least the half light hides the bruise on her cheek from being quite so obvious.

"Forgive my tone, sir, should it offend, only that such things are fairly direct this way where I hail from. It is not said to offend or assume. Tonight is the sort of night, in my lands, where lovers find one another. Many, many children are born from nights like this. Winter will upon us soon, and winter is better survived with company, so yes, people often find lovers to last the long weeks to keep warm with. To call you sweet is to say simply that I am glad to look upon you, and that it leaves gladness on my tongue to behold you. Not assume of you, or your intimacy towards me."
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II

[personal profile] chokuto 2022-10-12 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
It is not in his nature to be caught by merriment. Sasuke has found himself among the festivities for a longer period of time than first promised to himself. Lulled by the Grablenut he's consumed, a looseness effuses his body, and he is towed into the crowd without resistance, unbothered by its crush for the warmth of close proximity to strangers — and it is here he finds the dancing. So unlike any celebration he's ever found at home, though his memories of such times are pale and faded and overlaid with a reoccurring nightmare far more impactful than happiness or cheer.

No one had danced in Konoha, not so wildly, not with that lack of reserve and composure. The only parallel physicality that comes to his mind is battle — the same sharp, articulate motions, the same skill and endurance and stamina necessary to maintain the exercise. Yet for an entirely different purpose of survival, violence, domination.

It's no wonder his notice lingers longest on the tall woman with long curls of gold hair, for the talent and competency she demonstrates openly to the audience. His dissimilar eyes, red and purple vivid as a torch in the night, track her movements all through the dance.

What he isn't anticipating is her approach at the end. He should have left by now, but something has held him fast, so that the woman is able to reach him with the drink. His expression is a mask even at the endearment. "What is in it? The substances tonight aren't as innocuous as they seem. If you know its effects, you should share that information first." Yet his hands have closed around the cup all the same, driven by some uncorralled part of him now.
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[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-13 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
As dour and serious as any little lordling, if this were her home, she would ask who his people are, what spirit he calls dear to give him such striking eyes.

But it matters naught here. Whoever he is, is as revelant as who she is. Which is currently the woman whose cheeks are pink with the heat of dancing, limbs long and loose, strong and sure. Wild, wild eyes that ebb like water as they meet his plainly.

A smile, like all the world is a secret pleasure, and it is. She had forgotten after so much pain, but it was.

"It will taste like bilge water and rot, first. Not for the weak of stomach or heart." But to gain anything worthwhile in life, difficulty was to be expected. "Then you shall know radiance itself, every warm thought and earthly pleasure for a moment of eternity."

There is no lie, no false promise. She had never been a good liar, even when she needed to have been. Worn openly and plainly is the offer.
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[personal profile] chokuto 2022-10-13 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Strange that he wants to believe this smiling woman, and trust, but it isn't trust or belief that is the problem. Sasuke holds the cup in hand and stares down into the murky color; the scent steaming off of it threatens to turn his stomach, but his constitution is strong-willed enough that it doesn't become overwhelming. The nausea is easily schooled. He's endured worse.

"You say it with certainty," comes his low voice, still on the verge of compliance. And yet. "... Even if that's what I would experience, it wouldn't be real."

It occurs to him that he's afraid of what it would be like. Real or not, warm thoughts and earthly pleasures are beyond his reach. Would it have any effect on him at all? Perhaps his tolerance or chakra would impede it; then again, it hadn't for the food. "What was it like for you?"
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[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-14 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
She can make the excuses for it, perhaps, to explain about what was reality, what was not - all the places in between and the impossibility of it all.

But the direct answer is simplest, the smile soft, calm. Sure. The blonde curls drift, almost, swayed by an impossible current that seems to make her clothes move as well, nothing like the wind, but sunk deep to the purest, oldest, parts of herself.

"I remembered. I remembered the world was beautiful. That was such, before I felt pain, and it shall be again, after my pain is gone."
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sorry for this angst

[personal profile] chokuto 2022-10-16 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
The desire to believe her is overwhelming, in his present state where paranoia and discontent has washed out to a disorienting guilelessness. The woman before him is calm, certain, her words as lyrical as a song whose origin he can't place, flowing over him like cool water. Even her features seem ethereal; she must be a trick of his mind. If that is the case, perhaps he is dreaming and none of this matters.

Sasuke lifts the cup and swallows the putrid contents. It tastes as she said — like rot, like foul dirt, worse than anything he's consumed since his time with Orochimaru and Kabuto. He doesn't throw it back up, which is a testament to the strength of his own will. He can endure this much, mild in comparison to other tests he has put himself through.

And the world changes. Beauty, as she promised: to him this is the endless forests of Fire Country, wilderness on all sides, a warm sun on his skin and nights with clear bright moons. The world is beautiful, because he is with his family again. The simplest bliss of a child sitting down to dinner with two parents and an older brother. Chasing this brother out to the training field on the compound property. Being tucked into bed and kissed by his mother. A hand on the shoulder and a proud smile from his father. Then — as if a rock skimming the surface of a lake, skipping over the jagged trauma that comes between — his time in the Academy with his genin team. The pleasure of a meal with his teammates and sensei after a successful mission. The exhaustion after training all day, pushing his limits beside his best friend. The thrill of getting stronger. The gentler moments of companionship and trust sheltered between all four of them.

He stands there only for a few minutes, consumed in the onslaught of good memories, but it feels much longer. The cup drops out of his hand and rolls on the grass. He realizes it too late, but there are hot tears on his cheeks, dripping off his chin; he doesn't know when that happened. As the celebration of Mirth begins to refocus, Sasuke turns himself away, avoiding the woman's eyes.
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welp, sasuke is also her son now

[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-17 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
She watches him, careful, the haze is strong, terrifying, how wonderful it is to feel. But that does not make it easy to do so. That willing, choking wash that churns up, where for once, there is no pain, or at least, it is no longer so loud. No longer so damning. No longer so cloying.

It is the most natural thing in the world, it seems, to weep for happiness. Perhaps less thought of, than for misery, but it has ever been true in her experience. Why displays of joy had to be guided as closely as ones of suffering, in her people's teaching. That she does now, just the same. He is young. Perhaps pretending to be older than he is, and she knew that half so well - done it herself, for much of her youth.

But no one ought be alone.

Her hand lifts up with a gentle sweep to brushing the thick of his black hair back from his brow, and then cupping his cheek to brush those tears away, turning him back to look at her if he would permit it. "There now, dear one. It is well to feel. There is no shame in it. No shame in tears shed."
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just as planned

[personal profile] chokuto 2022-10-17 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
The feeling lingers, and he cannot shake it easily — does not know if he wants to except that it feels like he should. Wearing the vulnerability of those good memories makes him feel too raw, at risk, some unseen threat waiting nearby to take him under. But there is just the woman in front of him. Her touch is gentle on his brow; he would have pulled away from it reflexively if not for his present state. Instead, like a child seeking an affectionate touch for the first time in years, he leans against it.

Breath shudders out of his lungs. His tears are wet on his cheeks, eyes closed against them, lashes damp. The minutes last what seems an eternity. Then, gradually, the acuity begins to taper. He finds the ability to speak.

"How do you bear it?" Sasuke asks, voice low and quiet as he picks up his head and pulls away, gathering composure around him. He's too relaxed; he should be railing against this, he should leave, but instead he stays because he wants to hear more from her. "After, when the memory is painful again."
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[personal profile] seaboard 2022-10-18 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
When he does not fight her, she follows it through, tugging up the spare fabric of her wimple and veil, to begin to blot away the tears with that familiar patter of a mother. Smoothing away the tears, brushing his hair back so it did not stick to his wet cheeks.

Then straightforwardly, directly, guides his head to her, so she can kiss his forehead with soft warmth. Lips gentle as she dotes that affection as sincerely as she would her own children.

"By remembering life was always both." It's the soft counsel of her father, when once she asked why she should feel so much more keenly, it felt, than her siblings, that everything seemed to make her cry, as much as made her happy, why the happiness could not just stay. "It was always the triumph and the agony. The greatest moments, to the deepest valleys of despair. We are capable of both, at all times, and that the good does not take away the bad, nor can the bad, take from us the happiness we feel, either."

But she - especially - knows it is not always so easy to do, by yourself. "In this way, we are connected, all of us, to feel such things, share such things, from the deer in the field to the trees in the forest, to the spirits of the world - and that when the despair is great, to seek that connection, to find those that can counsel us when we cannot remember it for ourselves that even the darkness shall pass, and when our happiness is strong, find those we can help in turn."
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[personal profile] chokuto 2022-10-20 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
The affection bowls him over in the tender aftermath of feeling, so that he's frozen to the gentle blotting at cheeks and the kiss laid on his forehead, too close to the way of his own mother's touch. He wants to twist away from it; his heart is in his throat, beating fast and hard as if expecting some violence to come alive in the shadow of the act. It doesn't. Only her words, melodious and hypnotic. Sasuke understands partial pieces of what is said. He can connect it to the life force that flows through all things — but he has never felt the river of his own emotion as anything but a heavy, burdensome weight upon his shoulders.

As time passes, so too do the effects of the drink. He shudders and gathers himself. His head aches, and his face is hot from the tears. He looks down at the ground between them, eyes sliding away with self-awareness.

"It's different for those who share my blood," he says, reluctant to explain. "That darkness is destructive. It doesn't pass. There is too much pain I've caused as a result of what I've experienced, and it can't be undone so easily." Sasuke lifts his gaze to the woman's again. "I don't know why I'm telling you this. I don't even know who you are."

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