well op, i admire you for having the courage to submitting this horrible, horrible secret to f!s. you are awesome. it must have been hard living your life, coping with this inside of you. i can only imagine what you must have felt like hiding this from the people you love, smiling while they would not suspect a thing. it's great that you could finally come out with this here, even if just anonymously. you are not alone, op! you are not alone. *hugs*

It's not unfeminist to say "I need more evidence before I believe these particular, specific rape charges in this one instance, because they look really suspicious to me considering the circumstances." There's a big difference between doubting someone's guilt and insisting on someone's innocence, really.

Now if you were doing that for every accusation of rape, that would be awful. But you're not doing that.