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Sora Naegino ([personal profile] dreamsonwings) wrote in [community profile] compnetwork2013-03-22 01:33 am
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1st Routine [Anon Text]

How do you handle being alone?

[She's been here for two weeks and yet she should be happy. There's more people around, no crazy experiments or monsters, or anyone suffering a lot. But Sora...she feels out of place somehow. Perhaps it's because she hasn't seen her home in nearly two years or that no one from Fortuna managed to get here either, being rather worried.

Seriously, what the hell is with these sudden feelings of suck?]
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-03-24 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
Ah... are you the type to have a lot of friends around at home?
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[personal profile] dreamsonwings 2013-03-25 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, it's pretty new being by myself.
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-03-26 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
I see... I used to travel a lot, so I guess I don't know the feeling as well. Have you tried talking to some others here?
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[personal profile] dreamsonwings 2013-03-26 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
About this problem? No. I'm afraid to.
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-03-26 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Which is why you're anonymous... I see. Have you tried making friends here? I guess they wouldn't replace your own friends, but you'll have some other people to talk to here, at least. Would that help?
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[personal profile] dreamsonwings 2013-03-26 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
I want to but everytime I get close to someone, they leave.
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-03-26 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Every time? I thought you always had people close to you... Isn't that what you said?
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[personal profile] dreamsonwings 2013-03-26 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, yeah. It's really strange to explain but before I got here, I got sent to another world. The friends from home...I haven't seen them in almost two years. The friends I made in the world before...they kept getting sent away.
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-03-27 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
So you're afraid of it happening again? That's understandable. I guess I'd have to agree with the others again, if it scares you that much. Finding a pastime that will keep you away from others would fix that.
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[personal profile] dreamsonwings 2013-03-27 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
So it's good to be alone?

[She's just asking for clarification, that's all.]
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-03-27 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure I'd say that. I don't know what you've been through, so I can't judge you, right? Maybe it'd be better for you to be alone instead of feeling lonely. I don't really know.

Generally, though, I'm sure that it's better to be with people than to keep to yourself, especially if you're the type who surrounds themselves with people. It might be scary to make the commitment, but at the same time... even so, people will leave your life for various reasons, some of them pointless. I guess it's a matter of bearing through that knowledge and staying hopeful.
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[personal profile] dreamsonwings 2013-03-29 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
It's strange when you see the words.

I thought I could handle it before. I was stronger back home before going on this journey because I understood. But now it seems that I've gone backwards.

I want to try and start over. Get back to who I was before it all started.
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-03-30 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
What kind of person were you?

[personal profile] dreamsonwings 2013-03-31 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
I was...happier. There were some things I didn't know until recently. I thought everything was black or white; some people were good and some were bad. I didn't expect things to be so mixed.

[Strangely, telling this person everything while remaining nameless made her feel a bit better. Sora needed to get this out.]
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-03-31 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Is that scary too? The idea that the people you want to be friends with aren't all the way good?

[ eiji is just here to help! and help. and help...! ]
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[personal profile] dreamsonwings 2013-04-01 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
It is when I nearly died trusting someone.

[It's been over a year but that day is still fresh in her mind. If Weiss wanted to see two people suffer just for his amusement, then mission accomplished.]
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[personal profile] vacare 2013-04-02 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ pretty heavy stuff... ]

Then... maybe you need to take it slow? Find someone you think you can open up to, and be careful. But that's hard in a city full of strangers, though. It's kind of a hard one, this problem.
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