[ooc: Viewers will see the full memory as depicted in video #1, but since I play Roxas with his English voice + dialogue in mind, both are here for reference; the memory sequence takes place from 3:47-4:24 in the second video.]
...You know, I don't think it's really true. About you not being able to feel. In fact, I think that's a load of crap. You miss your friends. That's a feeling. You have fun with them, there's another one. You get surprised and happy and sad, just like everybody else. You can feel.
Why would they tell you otherwise? I don't like it, it's not right...
...Okay, do you know what a heart is? It is an organ. It pumps blood in and out and all around the body. It does NOT, contrary to popular belief, cause emotions and feelings.
Those come from inside you. From your mind, your soul, from a part that can't really be defined, but that everybody, even a Nobody (whatever that is) has. If you couldn't feel, then you wouldn't be capable of having friends, or liking things.
Okay, so? Doesn't mean you're not real and you can't feel...
...Maybe I don't understand what I'm talking about, but I've hung out with you here, and I know just from looking at you and seeing how you act that you can feel. With or without a heart.
Like I said...if you couldn't feel, would you miss your friends so much? Or like sea salt ice cream, or get nervous or have this pits-y feeling in your stomach when something goes wrong? If you couldn't feel...you wouldn't be able to do any of those things.
...Was that your boss? I don't think he's right. Plus, something about him creeps me out...
Roxas, stop!! You're not the same, okay, I understand that. I know I don't get everything, and that I can't really understand...so you don't have a heart. But you can feel. I've seen it!
...You don't have to listen to me, but...just think about what I said. And a person that barely even exists still exists. Believe me, I understand that one just as well as you.
You don't want people worrying or something like that, right? Concern, that's another emotion right there!
Well, I think you'd like this one. It's called 'The Wizard of Oz', its sort of a big deal. There's this character in it, the Tin Man, an he goes on a quest to get a heart, with a buncha his friend, who want stuff like brains and guts and a free ride home. It's good!
I'll find one. Somehow, I'm gonna get you one, even if I have to look all over the City for one. Even if I have to talk to the deities, because dude, you can feel, and I just need to convince you!!
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We weren't supposed to see this, huh...
...You know, I don't think it's really true. About you not being able to feel. In fact, I think that's a load of crap. You miss your friends. That's a feeling. You have fun with them, there's another one. You get surprised and happy and sad, just like everybody else. You can feel.
Why would they tell you otherwise? I don't like it, it's not right...
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Those come from inside you. From your mind, your soul, from a part that can't really be defined, but that everybody, even a Nobody (whatever that is) has. If you couldn't feel, then you wouldn't be capable of having friends, or liking things.
You can feel. He was wrong.
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[He doesn't understand it all, but he knows it's not that simple.]
You don't know what you're talking about.
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...Maybe I don't understand what I'm talking about, but I've hung out with you here, and I know just from looking at you and seeing how you act that you can feel. With or without a heart.
Like I said...if you couldn't feel, would you miss your friends so much? Or like sea salt ice cream, or get nervous or have this pits-y feeling in your stomach when something goes wrong? If you couldn't feel...you wouldn't be able to do any of those things.
...Was that your boss? I don't think he's right. Plus, something about him creeps me out...
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Xemnas helped me. I wouldn't have had anywhere else to go.
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...You don't have to listen to me, but...just think about what I said. And a person that barely even exists still exists. Believe me, I understand that one just as well as you.
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...but somebody once told me that I'm a shell of a person. And...I don't really know for sure, an maybe I don't wanna know, but...he might be right.
...So believe me. I do understand what it's like, not being complete.
...Please don't tell anybody...I don't really want people to worry. I thought you'd understand, though. And I trust you.
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...I won't tell.
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But that's how I know. And...well, I sort of have physical proof.
...Thanks, Roxas. You're a good friend.
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I...I am? I'm just saying what's true.
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Well, you are. You understand, and listen, and you're honest...plus, I think you're fun to hang around with.
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...Don't let what your boss said get you down too much. Like I said, I don't understand a whole lot, but I still think he's wrong.
...and I think I have a movie that you should see!
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A movie? I've never seen a movie before.
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Well, I think you'd like this one. It's called 'The Wizard of Oz', its sort of a big deal. There's this character in it, the Tin Man, an he goes on a quest to get a heart, with a buncha his friend, who want stuff like brains and guts and a free ride home. It's good!
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That sounds kind of interesting...
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I'm sorry you didn't have a better first memory...at least you've got good friends to help you make good memories, right?
It's really cool!! It's also got music, a witch, flying monkeys, and a horse that changes color!
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How can a horse change color?
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You'll just have to see the movie to find out!
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Okay...I think I can do that.
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It'll be fun, too.
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