I really hate myself.
Feb. 17th, 2006 09:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
logansrogueI'm looking through the photos I took of myself today. I don't know if I'll put them up or not - possibly not. I don't want people making fun of how I look. I'm terrified. I also feel I'm not pretty enough to make art out of.
I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.
I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.
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Date: 2006-02-17 02:09 pm (UTC)She isn't exactly skinny and still her body is beautiful and considered art, isnt it?
Check other stock galleries and you'll see many of the models are not exactly skinny.
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Date: 2006-02-17 02:24 pm (UTC)And she's not saggy. My skin is sagging at the front. And I have mottling on my belly from months of wearing a heat pack. My boobs aren't as nice as hers either.
But I do get what you're saying. I have a friend, Ellie, who is doing stock work. She's not skinny but she has a *gorgeous* figure. It's just beautiful. She's got the right kind of curves.
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Date: 2006-02-17 02:34 pm (UTC)http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/Estrellita/milo1.jpg
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Date: 2006-02-17 02:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2006-02-17 03:39 pm (UTC)And, your neck and breast are perfectly normal IMHO.
I'll give you a more detailed opinion via email if you want.
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Date: 2006-02-17 03:40 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-17 03:57 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-17 03:57 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-17 04:24 pm (UTC)BTW, what kind of camera and ilumination did you use?
Digital or traditional?
Did you take the shots yourself with a timer in the camera?
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Date: 2006-02-17 04:25 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2006-02-17 04:28 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-17 02:56 pm (UTC)...oh dear, hon', really shouldn't get me started. I'm becoming Uber-Pervert now ^^; *hides*
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Date: 2006-02-17 02:58 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2006-02-17 03:09 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-17 03:15 pm (UTC)...I mustn't get horny enough on LJ - I don't have an icon for it. :(
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Date: 2006-02-17 03:20 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-02-17 03:21 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2006-02-17 02:36 pm (UTC)And she's not saggy. My skin is sagging at the front. And I have mottling on my belly from months of wearing a heat pack. My boobs aren't as nice as hers either.
But I do get what you're saying. I have a friend, Ellie, who is doing stock work. She's not skinny but she has a *gorgeous* figure. It's just beautiful. She's got the right kind of curves.