- It's another one of those games. Please, if you're getting this, let me know.
- Estinien, I know you hate these devices, but if you can!!
- Shite, Gaius and Venat aren't responding either.
- I can't reach anyone else...
- They're thinking of picking between Bugbear and Kraken. At least we'll be able to protect you. I can't bear losing you again. I can't.
- It's a choice between both, but knowing we'd protect each other, 'tis the right one, I think. If we strike each other, we nullify the attack.
- Strange, this is... The voting isn't going the way I expected. Saturn is discussing the possibility we don't attack Bugbear, because we're certain Kraken or Bugbear will come for us with the hope we'll strike at them. But, I know you would, you've promised not to die again- and this way neither of us will... I'm scared, Estinien.
- I don't agree with this. This is just going to... I know I'm fine whatever the outcome, but- This isn't how I wanted things to happen. I'm still going to speak up for Bugbear. But I think people here are scared of killing Bugbear again even by accident... And everyone in Kraken- they're not used to that. But I don't think this should matter... Estinien, if Bugbear strikes at us... Don't feel guilty, alright? You know I'd be glad, whatever the outcome.
- An Ehsk In. I love you. I know Aymeric is hurting too. Please forgive us both. Please don't blame yourself. If it came down to it, falling by your hand is the better way to go.
Twelve, I'm sorry we'll be putting you through this. I love you. I love you so much. I'll see you again. I promise I'll make it up to you.
We'll know what happens soon enough... Wait for us, Estinien!!
I know.. but I'm not the only one feeling it. Moon is, too. And Aymeric... though the both of them are a lot better equipped to handle such difficult choices.
[ She. Isn't. Not by much anyway. Some she can- other times, like her and Alphinaud not giving up on Estinien even when he seemed doomed... or even allowing the Scions at Ultima Thule...
She sighs. ]
... That reminds me, Moon told me what "of the Oceans" meant. I can't believe he'll wed you before your own mates get to propose. Heh.
Mmm. Perhaps my wish was heard— I only wanted for you to not be responsible for our deaths if it came.
I didn't want to put that burden on you and Gaius.
[ :( aibouuu. But onto a better topic... ]
You did tell me. He reacted to it so adorably when I teased. But do I have to challenge him to have you be Estinien of the Utakata as well or Aymeric have you as ... I do not know how Ishgardian unions work, exactly. Would you be Varlineau or de Borel?
He'll be so baffled. Hmmm, maybe I could be Megumi Yukimura de Borel-Varlineau, Radiant Matriarch of the Utakata— gods, that's such a mouthful. Which you lot usually are, mind.
I've a feeling he might balk at the thought of being in that kind of position of authority. Imagine calling him Gaius zos Baelsar, Emperor of Garlemald. yae would make him the Crown Prince, wouldn't it.
[ She's chuckling now. ]
And I thought Megumi of the Utakata family was a lot... though...
[ Her voice softens. ]
There's something about that name you should know, eventually. It's nothing great, but— I suppose if anyone ought to know it first, it should be you all.
He would either balk at it, or take it with pride. He is a garlean through and through. If anyone were to rebuild Garlemald from the ground up it should be him. Aye?
[ Also chuckling trying to imagine “Estinien yae Baelsar”. He would suck as a prince. ]
Tell me? You know all of the secrets of mine own name and previous titles.
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Date: 2022-05-02 06:00 am (UTC)-
It's another one of those games. Please, if you're getting this, let me know.
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Estinien, I know you hate these devices, but if you can!!
-
Shite, Gaius and Venat aren't responding either.
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I can't reach anyone else...
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They're thinking of picking between Bugbear and Kraken. At least we'll be able to protect you.
I can't bear losing you again. I can't.
-
It's a choice between both, but knowing we'd protect each other, 'tis the right one, I think.
If we strike each other, we nullify the attack.
-
Strange, this is...
The voting isn't going the way I expected.
Saturn is discussing the possibility we don't attack Bugbear, because we're certain Kraken or Bugbear will come for us with the hope we'll strike at them.
But, I know you would, you've promised not to die again- and this way neither of us will...
I'm scared, Estinien.
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I don't agree with this.
This is just going to...
I know I'm fine whatever the outcome, but-
This isn't how I wanted things to happen.
I'm still going to speak up for Bugbear. But I think people here are scared of killing Bugbear again even by accident...
And everyone in Kraken- they're not used to that.
But I don't think this should matter...
Estinien, if Bugbear strikes at us...
Don't feel guilty, alright?
You know I'd be glad, whatever the outcome.
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An Ehsk In.
I love you.
I know Aymeric is hurting too.
Please forgive us both.
Please don't blame yourself.
If it came down to it, falling by your hand is the better way to go.
Twelve, I'm sorry we'll be putting you through this.
I love you. I love you so much.
I'll see you again. I promise I'll make it up to you.
We'll know what happens soon enough...
Wait for us, Estinien!!
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Date: 2022-05-03 12:04 am (UTC)[ AND HE DIDN'T HAVE HIS PHONE ON HIM. ]
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Date: 2022-05-03 06:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-03 05:11 pm (UTC)Also he answered Gaius’ texts so now he can answer hers. ]
I saw these far too late. My apologies.
Has G’raha been subdued? I took Alisaie as far as I could.
« Just going to voice call because phone tags and also gonna say she wants to hear him »
Date: 2022-05-03 06:12 pm (UTC)Forgive me... I just wanted to hear your voice first.
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Date: 2022-05-03 06:17 pm (UTC)It’s okay. You’re okay. We’re okay.
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Date: 2022-05-03 09:06 pm (UTC)I didn't want you to blame yourself if anything happened...
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Date: 2022-05-03 09:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-03 09:48 pm (UTC)[ She exhales. ]
I'm so glad you're you're safe. I didn't want you to suffer the thought of harming anyone like that again. I'm just so sorry. You all trusted us.
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Date: 2022-05-03 10:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-03 11:31 pm (UTC)[ Her voice is quieter. ]
That's what I love about you... I'm just glad you're safe.
[ She might fall silent for a spell. Is that sobbing in the distance... ]
Forgive me. I'll be alright.
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Date: 2022-05-04 04:09 am (UTC)I forgave you before you ever asked for it. What else can I do for you? Do you need to come over?
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Date: 2022-05-04 04:37 am (UTC)[ She sniffs and is trying to sound a little more cheerful. ]
You might have a whole party visiting at this rate, aye...? Wait for me?
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Date: 2022-05-04 02:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-04 03:18 pm (UTC)[ Back home she had other things to worry about to not linger, here it's a bit harder. ]
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Date: 2022-05-04 05:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-04 05:40 pm (UTC)[ She. Isn't. Not by much anyway. Some she can- other times, like her and Alphinaud not giving up on Estinien even when he seemed doomed... or even allowing the Scions at Ultima Thule...
She sighs. ]
... That reminds me, Moon told me what "of the Oceans" meant. I can't believe he'll wed you before your own mates get to propose. Heh.
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Date: 2022-05-04 11:16 pm (UTC)[ He has to start being more mindful. ]
I told you we deepened our bond, didn’t I?
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Date: 2022-05-05 12:07 am (UTC)I didn't want to put that burden on you and Gaius.
[ :( aibouuu. But onto a better topic... ]
You did tell me. He reacted to it so adorably when I teased. But do I have to challenge him to have you be Estinien of the Utakata as well or Aymeric have you as ... I do not know how Ishgardian unions work, exactly. Would you be Varlineau or de Borel?
[ She sounds so amused now. ]
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Date: 2022-05-05 04:03 am (UTC)[ SNRK. ]
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Date: 2022-05-05 05:13 am (UTC)[ Such a better topic. She giggles finally. ]
He'll be so baffled. Hmmm, maybe I could be Megumi Yukimura de Borel-Varlineau, Radiant Matriarch of the Utakata— gods, that's such a mouthful. Which you lot usually are, mind.
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Date: 2022-05-05 12:15 pm (UTC)If he decided to rule Garlemald’s rebuild one of us would be yae Baelsar.
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Date: 2022-05-05 01:04 pm (UTC)[ She's chuckling now. ]
And I thought Megumi of the Utakata family was a lot... though...
[ Her voice softens. ]
There's something about that name you should know, eventually. It's nothing great, but— I suppose if anyone ought to know it first, it should be you all.
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Date: 2022-05-05 01:18 pm (UTC)[ Also chuckling trying to imagine “Estinien yae Baelsar”. He would suck as a prince. ]
Tell me? You know all of the secrets of mine own name and previous titles.
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Date: 2022-05-05 02:13 pm (UTC)[ She exhales softly. ]
... let me see you in person? Seems a little impersonal to tell you over this device, aye?
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